Dear body,
I would like to start this letter by saying two things…I am sorry and you are beautiful. I’m sorry for all the terrible things I’ve said and thought about you.
You are an amazing creation that God designed specifically for me. You have carried me through 40 years of playing + walking + moving + learning + thinking + creating + loving + living.
We’ve walked the streets of Mexico, the shorelines of beaches and countless parades while I twirled a rifle (which I hit you with many, many times). We’ve birthed two perfect, extremely large babies and we’ve fed them with milk we made from cheeseburgers, steak salads and cold cereal. We’ve walk endless miles with my Mama shopping. We’ve danced for hours, all sweat and motion. We’ve survived!
You have endured multiple displays of my clumsiness, bad luck, horrible aim and dumb-flat-feet-make-me-trip. And by multiple I really mean uncountable…but yet, you kept going. You didn’t throw your hands up in the air and say that’s IT, this girl is unreal…how can she fall UP the steps and DOWN them?
Not to mention the countless surgeries over the past few years. Through it all, you never gave up or gave in. Not even in ICU where you were so, so very tired. It’s because of you that this Mama can see her kids grow up.
After all that, how do I repay you? I belittle you. I call you fat. I complain about you. I compare you to every single woman that walks past me. I talk to you worse than I ever would speak to anyone else.
I am so sorry for that.
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