Forever Beloved

Faith, Love & Truth

tgif and randomness

i am so glad it’s friday, seriously, so glad…this week has felt forever long. stress just wears me out and this week was FILLED with it.

and i want to thank everyone for their comments and emails about yesterdays “sadness” post. it really meant a lot to me. i just hope if my friend is reading this that she knows every word of it was from my heart.

today is the day papa alan is coming and my kids are STOKED!!! they love their weekends with papa. he is coming tonight and wont leave until monday morning after he gets them on the bus. they already have big plans for tomorrow nights “papa + kids date night”…they can’t WAIT!

some random things that are making me happy today~
* dinner with papa tonight
* date night tomorrow night with my love
* feeling a good creative spell coming on
* some awesome super secret ventures coming up soon
* ice tea
* easter in two days
* leaving work at lunch time 🙂
* painting
i also found a super cool photography blog today…look here photography…awesome photography and some cool ideas!!! i think i’m going to have a photoshoot soon with my friend jen…and i love having new, fresh ideas swimming in my head.
out for now
~kisses

tomorrow is the day…

the day that papa comes…my kids have been counting the days down since christmas. they SO miss their papa when he is gone. they miss ALL their relatives i should say, especially jade. she always asks when is it going to be time to see aunt vi again and grandma lois.

and since papa will be there this weekend, that means saturday night i get a DATE NIGHT!!! papa always takes the kids to the movies on saturday night which gives joe and i a great opportunity to spend time together. i think we are headed to altoona for possibly outback and then some shopping. i’ve actually been thinking of maybe seeing a movie too, i haven’t been to the movies for probably a year.

this will be the first year i’ve cooked easter dinner. i’m kinda stoked about it. i love cooking big meals!!! we are having ham, mashed potatoes, gravy, cole slaw, buns, pickled eggs and pumpkin pie….YUM!!!!

out for now
~kisses

sadness….

i have to say today i am sad, horribly sad. i’ve lost a friend, someone that i thought was a good friend. it was by her choice, not mine. i thought i knew her but now feel like i never did. i’m worried for her but there is nothing i can do. i tried to reach out, i swear that was my intention, but in the end i guess she didn’t want helped. she misunderstood my intentions and took it as me attacking her, which simply wasn’t the case. and now i’m sad and heartsick and i feel betrayed in a way. i feel responsible yet i know i’m not. it’s impossible for me to stop caring, i probably never will. it’s impossible for me to stop loving her as a friend. it will take a long time to lick my wounds and get over the hurt. if you could, please say a prayer for her…for the situation…for the healing of all of us…including her.

out for now
~kisses